I don't think I have thought about writing in my blog for weeks. And wow, this is my 3rd one in a week. Probably cause I need to get fucked.
I am so fuckin' frustrated!! SEXUALLY! I need to cum.
I wake up with a wet pussy, go to bed with a wet pussy. Can secret agent man hurry up and get home and beat the pussy up!
There are several surveys out that state men think about sex about every 7 seconds, and another that states that 54% of men think about sex a few times a day. What about us women. Well a survey states that women hardly ever think about sex during the day. Hmmphh, really? What women are they polling.
I think about sex all the time. I think about how I want to ride G-Man's dick til he explodes inside of me, or about having his beautiful big cock in my mouth. Oh and how I want him to bend me over the kitchen table and fuck me so I squirt all over his dick.
See now I am thinking about him being inside of me, and I am sure in less than 7 seconds I will be thinking about how I want him inside of me.
And my thoughts of sexual pleasure do not interrupt my busy, productive Human Resource day. I just sit at my desk and my nipples get hard and my pussy pulsates uncontrollably waiting for my man to be inside me again.
I can't wait for him to get home so I can get rid of my frustrations.
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Email sex.....
My secret agent man is still away on business. So the other day, I decided to initiate some sexy talk via email. Fresh out the shower, I laid on the bed, spread and clicked away on my camera phone.
I sent him some pictures of what belongs to him. With a little note telling him his pussy misses him. (Don't worry, this is normal practice)
He sent me an email back telling me how it looked delicious and wanted to have me for breakfast.
Mmmmm. He had me started.
I closed my eyes, and could feel him sliding his big hands around my thighs, and his lips gently kissing my clit, before he devoured me, and made me squirt everywhere.
I got off without even touching myself.
WOW!
I bring this up, cause I have friends that can not even talk dirty to their dude. They think it makes them feel like a prostitute. What? Really?
I love it, and my G-Man LOVES it. Especially when he is out of town. Dirty talk is like foreplay. I think for us the anticipation makes the sex between us so intense, and amazing. We look forward to each other, and enjoying each others conversation.
Ha! Conversation! Yeah, the dirty kind.
That's one reason why I do not want anyone else inside of me, they cannot fuck me the way he does. I would be so disappointed by anyone who was not him.
Email sex.......... Is it good for a relationship?
I totally think so. It brings a little excitement into the bedroom. Even though with us, we haven't actually had a dull moment. I can get him rock hard, just by sending him an email that I want to taste his sweet cum on my tongue.
I have 3 more days before he gets home, and I think I am about to send him a picture, or something dirty telling him how much I want him inside me.
I love email sex....
.
I sent him some pictures of what belongs to him. With a little note telling him his pussy misses him. (Don't worry, this is normal practice)
He sent me an email back telling me how it looked delicious and wanted to have me for breakfast.
Mmmmm. He had me started.
I closed my eyes, and could feel him sliding his big hands around my thighs, and his lips gently kissing my clit, before he devoured me, and made me squirt everywhere.
I got off without even touching myself.
WOW!
I bring this up, cause I have friends that can not even talk dirty to their dude. They think it makes them feel like a prostitute. What? Really?
I love it, and my G-Man LOVES it. Especially when he is out of town. Dirty talk is like foreplay. I think for us the anticipation makes the sex between us so intense, and amazing. We look forward to each other, and enjoying each others conversation.
Ha! Conversation! Yeah, the dirty kind.
That's one reason why I do not want anyone else inside of me, they cannot fuck me the way he does. I would be so disappointed by anyone who was not him.
Email sex.......... Is it good for a relationship?
I totally think so. It brings a little excitement into the bedroom. Even though with us, we haven't actually had a dull moment. I can get him rock hard, just by sending him an email that I want to taste his sweet cum on my tongue.
I have 3 more days before he gets home, and I think I am about to send him a picture, or something dirty telling him how much I want him inside me.
I love email sex....
.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
The simple things....
Somedays I think the long separation between G-Man and I takes a serious toll on me sometimes. I know he told me up front, that he would hardly ever be around, and I agreed to this foolishness, but damn. He travels so much for work, I understand why he hasn't had a serious relationship before me.
I just want one weekend, not even a whole weekend, but a entire day and night, when it is just me and him. No kids, no work, no conference calls. Just us
Is that too much to ask for?
I was feeling lonely the other day, wanting just to be touched. Some adult conversation. I actually sent a text to someone and told them I wanted to come by and sit on his face. WOW, right??!! And if he would have answered me quickly and was like heck yeah, I soo would have gone over and let it go down. Thank goodness he didn't respond right away.
The few minutes of silence between my text and his, gave way to a different perspective. Sound judgement and major guilt kicked in.
Guilt! Yeah, just from sending the text. I can't even imagine what would have happened if I actually allowed myself to go over there and let him eat my pussy. My conscious, would have probably gotten the best of me.
Is sending a flirtatious text cheating? I am very liberal, but if I would have found any type of correspondence between my secret agent man and a woman, I would go the fuck off! So why should it be any different for me.
I doubt seriously that G-Man would actually act on any advances by a chick, he is so disciplined. Me on the other hand had to work at being this disciplined. I cannot imagine being with anyone else. The thought of someone else sticking their dick in me turns my stomach.
Even the hot little lesbian fantasies I used to have make me want to hurl chunks. Blah!!
Don't get me wrong, my babe and I flirt like crazy while he is gone. Lots of pictures and dirty emails about how I want him deep inside me and things like that. But nothing compares to when he is here, and I can feel him. His finger tips gliding across my shoulder, his lips sweetly kissing mine, or his breath against my neck while he is sleep next to me.
Ahh, the simple things that many of us forget about in a relationship, are so important to me.
I cannot wait for him to get back, and I get that text "Daddy's home"!
I just want one weekend, not even a whole weekend, but a entire day and night, when it is just me and him. No kids, no work, no conference calls. Just us
Is that too much to ask for?
I was feeling lonely the other day, wanting just to be touched. Some adult conversation. I actually sent a text to someone and told them I wanted to come by and sit on his face. WOW, right??!! And if he would have answered me quickly and was like heck yeah, I soo would have gone over and let it go down. Thank goodness he didn't respond right away.
The few minutes of silence between my text and his, gave way to a different perspective. Sound judgement and major guilt kicked in.
Guilt! Yeah, just from sending the text. I can't even imagine what would have happened if I actually allowed myself to go over there and let him eat my pussy. My conscious, would have probably gotten the best of me.
Is sending a flirtatious text cheating? I am very liberal, but if I would have found any type of correspondence between my secret agent man and a woman, I would go the fuck off! So why should it be any different for me.
I doubt seriously that G-Man would actually act on any advances by a chick, he is so disciplined. Me on the other hand had to work at being this disciplined. I cannot imagine being with anyone else. The thought of someone else sticking their dick in me turns my stomach.
Even the hot little lesbian fantasies I used to have make me want to hurl chunks. Blah!!
Don't get me wrong, my babe and I flirt like crazy while he is gone. Lots of pictures and dirty emails about how I want him deep inside me and things like that. But nothing compares to when he is here, and I can feel him. His finger tips gliding across my shoulder, his lips sweetly kissing mine, or his breath against my neck while he is sleep next to me.
Ahh, the simple things that many of us forget about in a relationship, are so important to me.
I cannot wait for him to get back, and I get that text "Daddy's home"!
Friday, July 2, 2010
Sharing is not caring.....
I went to get my hair done today. And while in the salon today, I was privilege to one of the most amazing, and ridiculous stories I have probably ever heard.
I am sitting in the chair and in walks this very pretty woman with a cast on her foot. I am so freakin nosey I asked her what happened to her, and why is she wearing a sparkly skirt and heels in the valley.
Broken foot girl proceeds to tell me this amazing story of how she went out with her "boyfriend" who happens to be married, to a bar to watch the last Lakers game. They are sitting in a booth in the back of the bar, when he excuses himself. He's gone, 5, 10, 15 minutes, then she goes outside to call him. What it breaks down to is he left her at the bar with no ride home. Some how she gets him back to the bar, but he wouldn't let her in the car, so she she decides to chase after him in platform heels, and falls and breaks her foot. Instead of her being pissed at this dude for leaving her ass at a bar, she is still with married guy, giving his ass head and whatever else he wants with her broke foot.
Oh and the best part about this story is she said she is going to try and get pregnant.
So I asked her, "is the dick THAT good?". YES, she answers.
Really?
I had to ask her how old she was. 38! For someone who should know by now, she has the mentality of an 18 year old.
I know there are women that only deal with men that are married. But wow, who really likes to share dick, cause I know I don't.
I find it so interesting, that to be happy so many people will opt to share a persons affections, emotions, and everything else to be happy. What is so great about that? Isn't that just settling?
Dating a married man is so pointless. There are so many restrictions to a relationship like that. Too much secrecy for me. You don't really get anything out of it, except maybe a few great pieces of jewelry and some hot sex.
It is pure laziness that a person does not put the effort in, to finding someone for themselves. Is it too much work? Heck yeah, its work. But a real relationship is work, compromise and trust.
I know there are many fears to the human heart. Some don't want the commitment, which I understand, but there are plenty of single me to have noncommittal sex with.
Is it the possibility of a broken heart that makes women go after married men? Or wanting someone who doesn't belong to them?
Is so interesting that women will risk it all, possible relationship exposure, their friends, their dignity, their self respect for a relationship with someone that doesn't even belong to them.
This type of sharing is soooo not caring.....
I am sitting in the chair and in walks this very pretty woman with a cast on her foot. I am so freakin nosey I asked her what happened to her, and why is she wearing a sparkly skirt and heels in the valley.
Broken foot girl proceeds to tell me this amazing story of how she went out with her "boyfriend" who happens to be married, to a bar to watch the last Lakers game. They are sitting in a booth in the back of the bar, when he excuses himself. He's gone, 5, 10, 15 minutes, then she goes outside to call him. What it breaks down to is he left her at the bar with no ride home. Some how she gets him back to the bar, but he wouldn't let her in the car, so she she decides to chase after him in platform heels, and falls and breaks her foot. Instead of her being pissed at this dude for leaving her ass at a bar, she is still with married guy, giving his ass head and whatever else he wants with her broke foot.
Oh and the best part about this story is she said she is going to try and get pregnant.
So I asked her, "is the dick THAT good?". YES, she answers.
Really?
I had to ask her how old she was. 38! For someone who should know by now, she has the mentality of an 18 year old.
I know there are women that only deal with men that are married. But wow, who really likes to share dick, cause I know I don't.
I find it so interesting, that to be happy so many people will opt to share a persons affections, emotions, and everything else to be happy. What is so great about that? Isn't that just settling?
Dating a married man is so pointless. There are so many restrictions to a relationship like that. Too much secrecy for me. You don't really get anything out of it, except maybe a few great pieces of jewelry and some hot sex.
It is pure laziness that a person does not put the effort in, to finding someone for themselves. Is it too much work? Heck yeah, its work. But a real relationship is work, compromise and trust.
I know there are many fears to the human heart. Some don't want the commitment, which I understand, but there are plenty of single me to have noncommittal sex with.
Is it the possibility of a broken heart that makes women go after married men? Or wanting someone who doesn't belong to them?
Is so interesting that women will risk it all, possible relationship exposure, their friends, their dignity, their self respect for a relationship with someone that doesn't even belong to them.
This type of sharing is soooo not caring.....
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