I always seem to elaborate on how amazing my G-Man is, and how much I love him. Lately though, he and I have been going through some tough shit the past few months. I will just say the ultimate betrayal on his part. And my fukin feelings are beyond hurt.
So where does it leave us now? Closer than I think we have ever been.
I don't really know why it happened or do I think he can give me a good enough answer on why either?
What is so crazy is that I never questioned how I felt. The only thing I knew is that I fukin LOVED his ass more than anything. I wanted to be with him.
Nothing was logical about my decision.
So what I now question, is how do you know when love is enough. Is love enough to keep people together even after one has betrayed the other.
I consider myself to be a smart girl until I fell in love with this man.
Is love ever logical. Is there a happy medium between love and logic to where decisions that are made are right for someone's mind, body, and soul. I sometimes question myself, did I make the right decision. Did I suffer through this rough time, just to say I can't handle this after a few months.
I am not sure of the future. But I am sure that our love story is not close to be over. I plan on enjoying every day he and I have together.
Relationships can't always be shits and giggles, but it sure is a fun adventure.....
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